It is the time,baby
to end everything…….
no more painful memories
is it sad….
but it will last only for few moments
we are going together to ‘another’ world,
where we may meet again,
I dont know…….
but I guess,
there is no pain in that world….
there is no seperation.no discrimination..no abusive words……..
Can you see my shaking hands,dear
my pounding heart,
my paled face,
my bruised eyes,….eyelids
Please close your eyes,dont see them….
…….please drink this wine,with me,my dear sweetie,
It will give us ,a new cloath for the other world
and it will give us a long lasting sleep.
We wont hear those abusive words anymore….
,Please dont see my tears, dripping into the wine,
it is going to end forever……….
my dear son ,let me kiss you….
will you give me it back…when we meet there….
as a sign that were inseperable.
(She gave that poisoned wine to her 4 years old son
and she drank it with him
but unfortunately he died and she has survived,
Police arrested her for the homicide
when I saw her in jail
she was weeping,so depressed, and said…..
“doctor,please kill me
I dont want to stay here in this world
I dont want to see anyones face
but only my sweet son’s face…..
he was so sweet ,doctor
I can hear the sweet voice” Mama ,dont worry I am with you”
” I wont allow dad to kill you”
eventhough he was only 4 yers old,
he was protecting me ,covering me up,when my husband was beating me
scolding me,abusing me…..he was so sweet child,so cute
Doctor I was keeping my son in my palm, like a precious pearl
even in the tough and rough tides of my life….
please kill me …….without him I cant survive
let me see his face,once again…..
let him give back, the last kiss,…..back.
(this is a real story, my 34 years old female patient,who have attempted suicide with her 4 years child,the child died immediately but she survived…she said,she was planning to commit suicide alone…but when she had thought ‘about the child’s stay with her cruel husband,without her…. she had no other option)
another story of Helen,