(painting by Peihang Huang)
Looked through the belongings,memories….
in the hope that I will find out some meaning,
for everything happened in my life.
But,I could not find out anything.
except the agonising emptiness,
what is the meaning of my birth?
I don’t know.
I don’t know, even, how my birth was?
And I don’t know , what this life meant for.
I don’t know, why should I die ,one day.
I know, I didn’t bring anything to this world.
I know, I will not take anything when I go.
But,your sweet lovely smile,
How can I forget it?
smile again…….like the moonlight dreamer,
Let me ,dream it again…
Will we meet again?after death,
in a place, we were,before we born…..
or, enter into another birth-death cycle of a higher order,
to flow like clouds….
I don’t know…..
I only know, your smile with the hiding tears ,in this farewell
will be with me forever,so,
let me die with this tranquility,
for walking on air,…. in our reunion.